beIng SaD

A few minutes ago, i wrote about happy things. But, i did not mention the sad things. So i want to type down all the sad things abt today. First of all, i got hurt by some of Jun Jie and Gen Qing's words. Also feel sad that all my friends bail on me when i needed help. Also sad that i am sick...[cold and headache]. Hab you evur wondered how it is to feel like being sad?I often get that feeling alot. As the years past,my friends made new friends and forgot all about me. I trusted Jun Jie so much witha secret and he betrayed me. Gen Qing has to say all those nonsense when i am feeling down. If my day was better, perhaps, saying nonsense to me won't be such a great blow.Pearlyn,Meng Lu ang Jiang Nan are the only ones i noe hu i can trust to my secrets now.If they betray me too,i will nvr be able to trust anyone ever again......... Thats all 4 today...got to sleep....feeling drowsy cos of medicine.....

something like a DaiRY... I guess...

Hi! its me again...today some china pupils came into your school and i was sort of an ambassador. I took care after a 10 year old girl named Xiao Yu. She was a really nice girl. She gave me a marvellous present too. I loved it! Today i keep seeing until 'him' whenever i wanted too. :) i was so happy at the Discovery Centre. The funny thing is that Xavier keep saying that all those army equipment were all use by Mr Loh. LOL. ltr when we went back to school.I had my delicious lunch... wait up!!!! i'll tell you something that has nothing to do wif this title in a while...see ya!