suddenly heart brokened...

HEART BROKENED ONCE AGAIN...I REALLY DID NOT MEAN BREAKING HIS. THAT MADE ME SAD ENOUGH.BUT NOW I OSO KNOW THAT THE GUY I LIKE DOESN'T LIKE ME. AND ITS JUST SAD TO KNOW....

Funny right? Just now i just said how happy i was...Now suddenly so heart brokened...hahaha...Going no energy to laugh ler.Haix.. I broke someone's heart 3 times already...Should i say i pro or wad? Usually people break other's heart de reason is:

1. Person B got rejected by Person A

2.Person A did <1> cruely

3.Person A is a flirt.

4. Person A backstabbed B bigtime...

Realise i'm using dark colors barh?

I am really sad... I tell you first.So very very sad.

I dun mean to break his heart. But i really dun like him wad. Otherwise wad? I pretend to like him to get over the person i really like meh? No right? Onli flirts do that lo. I hope he can understand that i dun meant to reject him. He, like me also like me 2 years liao. But i like... lets just call him BOY... but i like boy 2 years liao oso.So i knw it is very difficult to give up...But his persistant is really very touching. But... I still broke his heart.

for flirts, it would be ez to give up lo...But...How m i supposed to knw how to give up? ONE WORD,SAD...

this year reeally e best!

Wowee! this year really the best year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am so...happy!!! Yesterday to tired to post.But got somany things happen yesterday lorh!!! LO

VE IS IN THE AIR FOR NG XIN YU!!! H-A-P-P-Y!!!! hahahahahahaha....But i cannot tell you all la...otherwise, that person would noe hu he is liao... so cannot...haha...

Anyway, yesterday go for the heats, got 4th place!!! ok la... I win with grace and lose with dignity... I lose to Pearlyn,Arubyl(sorry if spell wrong) and Yi Ling. Yi Ling lie lorh...say she slow...but nvr mind la. Everyone says that haha! But still,quite sad. I thought could get third. Then pearlyn chiong, then forth lor..Oh...can tell you something la, The guy i like got 5th or 6th place la. But, got somany boys get 5th,6th place...so very hard to know wad. right anot?haha... Yesterday night suddenly have cramp.Pain lor. Almost cried..ALMOST hor. Until today morning still pain...haix..that Jiang Nan hor...like Guo Sheng until hor... follow him home(not exactly) but i follow(kpo marhz jkjk) then i feel so stupid..But Jiang Nan still cute la...haha...This thursay must jy liao!! I wan get my 1st trophy...lol. That is a...not very must do one la..but then, thats a goal lor. Most important, gain experience. Yesterday when mr kamaruidin say :"Girl gerasan(dunno spell crrt anot) Sediah! BEEP!!!" wah! scare me sia! haix. then i slowed down lor. the girls started liao i haven started. abbt 1 sec after they start, i then start...But very fun la yesterday. That Darryl Han also very wad la. Keep anyhow say i like ben. Then that Guo Sheng an Tong Wai, when watching race that time, they sit behind me marh. Then keep throwing the rubber stones at me. Then i throw back lor... LOL...