its hard to imagine....

its hard...really hard...
to believe in everything.
if you believe,
perhaps you would end up like me.
i believed, that one day my knight in shining armour would come for me.
i believed, all my birthday wishes would come true.
i believed, all my friends could be trusted n that, i would nvr make the wrong friendz.
i believed too, that i am the luckiest girl ever in the world.
i believed, my family would be a complete and happy one.
i believed, my friendz would be there for me when i fall.
i believed, the boiiz would stop bullying me and make friendz with me.
i believed, i would be happy forever.
i believed, nobody would hae me if i changed myself.

BUt then, in the end, all i get is all the opposite of these.
I made the wrong friends.
My knight nvr appears.
My birthday wishes all failed to come true.
i.........am hurt.....very hurt.
But luckily, i have excellent friendz like russell, jun jie, wei min, si min, ashikin, amanda, dawn, hui en....yanting too... the are excellent friends... and will always be! I want to thank them... thank them for everything they did for me. when i am sad, they cheer me up... when i am angry, they scold me for being rash.
when i am happy, they are happy too. when i am in love, they give me tips, when its my birthday, they'd treat me alot better........ i can say i can see a little rainbow color because of them... THANK YOU!!!