me SUCH NoOb sIA...~~

Haiz....i so noob lor!!! today, i wanted to go buy water,then,i met until 'him' he was infron of me. Then i just act to be normal when he bought his drink, he then walked away. After i bought my drink, i went near the bucket, (the one near the drink stall to put empty cups) then i saw ''him' again. He looked at me when i looked at him. For that one second, the time stopped...its like everyone slowly disappears, only me, and him are left on this planet and universe, i feel like i was flying in space....then, after we realised we were looking at each other, we both looked away....why didn't i talk to him????NOOB LAR ME!!!!he finished the drink first,then went away. After i finished my drink, i went to the second level, and went to the place where you could see people playing badminton and basketball clearly. I wanted to see if he was there. But he wasn't. Later, i decided to go downstairs to find my friends hu were doing their homework. On my way to the staircase, i had a glance of 'his' back. SO HE WAS BEHIND ME ALL ALONG?! i was...again, a N-O-O-B !!! NOOB!!! later, i ran down to find him starting to play basketball...... LIKE I SAID...I was a noob... i should have talked to him.... Really regret many many things this year after i met 'him' i should have talked to him when i see him, or bump into him...but i dun hab the courage to... some times, i could not take it no more, and wanted to tell him i like him, but, my courage brought me down..... i am really confused....wad shld i do???? haiz....